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I got a kitten. He is ten weeks old and I named him R. Wallace, ( for Rusty Wallace) he is an orange tabby, and is so freaking cut. When I fix my camera I will post a picture of him.

Go figuar things are finally going well and something bad has to happen, just for me. As I am sure you already know about my car.

So I have just been sitting here thinking, about school. My brother asked me today why I wanted to a psychologist. And I told him because I like helping people. He wanted me to be more specific. Well when I worked at a nursing agency in Sioux Falls, SD I worked at the county detox center. I was interesting to hear what people would talk to you about. It seemed to me that they just wanted someone to talk to and tell them what they needed to hear, (most times they knew what you were going to say). It seemed to me that if they just had someone to talk to, (and could afford) that maybe they would not to be in detox every other night or week or month. They wouldn't need to go to long term detox centers. I want to be there to help them. It is always nice to have someone to talk who wont judge you, and that can answer back and help give you advise. I want to be someone who can do that, I want to make a difference in someone life. I want to help people. I think that is why I got into nursing but its not really want I to do. But anyway I was just thinking.

Can you really just be friends with benefits with someone without ever feeling anything for that person?

I had a bad day. I went to work only to find out that the postion that was suppose to be mine, my bitch of a boss gave to someone who has only been there for five days! I have been there for three months. I was told what to do and how to do it to achive this postion, and told that when the girl who had was gone,(either when she left for school or was fired) that it would be mine. Now she is telling me in 3-6 months it could be mine. Well fuck her becuase in 3-6 I will be moving to Oregon. So what am I working so hard for? Why should I pick up the slack wheres other fail if I am not going to get the postion that  is promissed to me? Why should I care? I tell you why because I don't want the residents that live there to suffer form things not getting done the way they are suppose to or the way that they like it to be done. I am so pissed. It made me so mad to sit in her office and listen to her tell me that a girl who doesn't know anyone can have the postion because of who trained her. Here was my training: I went in to shawdo the job (this is unpaid to see if I like the job), got asked if I wanted to that night, filled out my paper work, went home to sleep to be back there at 10pm, a water pipe burst, leacked on the firealarm pull, caused the fire doors to close, the alarm to go off, the fire trucks to show up, and the people I was working with didn't know what to do, so I did what was needed, and then that bitch gives my postion away to some new girl. Because she was trained. Well its not my fault that I was not trained the way I should have been.